
sooo i found this on my way to work today at the "crazy convenience store" i always go to over on pender. i love that place, it always has the weirdest drank. the can says "GET A BUZZ WITHOUT THE FUZZ". it's full of caffiene, so definitly not a downer like i assumed it would be..... so i bought a can because i'm an idiot - it's GROSS. ewewewewew. like redbull only.... worse. way worse. so gross. eughh
but i guess that's what i get for buying something called DANK. but i thought since it rhymes with DRANK and is purple, it would taste like PURPLE DRANK. which in my mind tastes like dymatap, which is yummy.
anyway. i uploaded a bunch of my doodles to an album on facecrack.... they're kinda amusing. i'm slowly going through all my old notebooks and digitizing all the rendering i've done over the years. too bad i never apply myself fully to drawing or painting... i think there's potential for awesome there that i never really cultivated. oh well.
it's officially "fall" here now, which basically means i live inside a cloud for the next four months. fall (and most of winter) here is... surreal. i kind of like it. what's also nice is coming home just as it's getting light out, while everyone is trundling off to another day under gray skies, and instead curling up in bed with a book and going to sleep.
blabla what else? halloween costuming is in full force now,
cayley_jane and i are dressing up as.... haha as if i'm telling. but it's awesome. still not 100% sure where i will be partying, but i am thinking the lotus is a pretty likely candidate. seems to have a wicked lineup as well as a large ratio of my friends will be there... when there's enough of us makes the creepers a lot easier to deal with.
oh yeah and that's another thing i wanted to mention. my peer group just keeps getting more and more awesome!! spending more time with people like
kimlett makes life even awesomer.... and it also makes it okay to use words like awesomer. so shut up! we get sharky and make shit and play nintendo and masturbate to crazy clothes on the internet. it's pretty much great.
boys are still dumb. and cute. and frustrating. RETARDED PUPPIES. can't help but love them. had some epic discussion with one of them the other day, i hope things are okay inside his little head, but whatever we may have had going on is definitely for sure 100% over. hope he finds the one he's looking for, and that we can continue to be awesome friends and not have it be weird. i dont think it will be buuuuuuut never under estimate the powers of awkwardness. but i just ignore the awkwarness and find that is actually the one emotion where ignoring it seems to make it go away sooner rather than later. meh.
sometimes i wonder if i will ever fall head over heels stupid in love again. i hope so.
until then at least i have the internet and awesome girlfriends.